I fucking love happy and positive people💓
People often forget the eroticism of connecting through mind & spirit. The way a body tingles when its soul has been stroked by another's. The comfort when someone not only understands you, but feels you.
— Meredith Marple
I'm very emotional. Almost everyone knows that I get carried away easily, tend to overdramatize things and sometimes my emotions really have a major influence on my actions. They overwhelm me.
I'm also really sensitive. I can get hurt easily, cry a lot and although I wouldn't consider myself depressed anymore, I'm still healing from it and need a lot of time to get over everything it caused.
All in all, I feel emotions very deeply.
When I have a good time, I really appreciate the smallest things like the feeling of my laugh, when my body cannot contain the joy. The connection and bond between my friends/family and me when we spend time together. Sometimes, I feel incredibly alive without actually experiencing some crazy stuff.
But being so sensitive also makes me very vulnerable. I invest a lot of time and energy in my friends and partners and try to build a strong bond. It's hard for me to completely get over someone, because I put my whole effort and heart into these relationships.
I've heard a lot of times, that I should try to not get hurt so easily. That I need to shield myself from negativity and toxicity. My Mom sometimes asked me if she raised me right, maybe she shouldn't have made me so vulnerable?
Of course, I appreciate the words of those people, who just want to help and only have good intentions (not talking about the ones who made fun of me for crying a lot, fuck you).
It's just, that I realized... I'm actually thankful for having the ability of feeling this way. The more I think about it- I really enjoy the reaction of my body when I feel certain emotions. The intensity of my happiness, my pain, my anger or especially how passionately I can fall in love. This makes me human and shows me I'm alive.
And it makes me the most authentic, natural self I could be.
i know i’ve disappeared for a while but i was ironically taking care of my mental health. i’m still not in my best shape— i’m actually not doing so well but i missed the community and i want to check up on everybody! sO for this mental health awareness month i want EVERYONE to reflect on how you live your life and how you take care of yourself. if you’d like to open up about ANYTHING regarding mental health and your wellbeing, send me an ask and i will do my absolute best to help you. i am not a professional, but i do have my own experiences with anxiety, depression, suicidal thoughts, and poor mental health in general and i am always happy to help in any way i can. TAKE CARE, EVERYONE
the day the moon stops shining and stars fall out from the sky is still not the day i will stop loving you
amy-x
syad-dab-oon
one of the most toxic things i’ve ever done is ignore the bad in someone because i love them
